After exam...

Its holiday now...well...it means my exam are over...

I admit that I dint really prepared well for the exam...and I think I've screwed up all of the papers...

I'm worry...I dont know how to do...I dont want to dissapoint everyone who have big hopes on me...I'm not clever...so I need to work harder to maintain my results and I dint...

Please...dont do this to me...please dont fail me...please...

Is this the 1st time of my life to worry about exam results??Is it not??Well...I dont know...the only thing I know is the feel hurts...And I feel bad...hopeless...

and I'm sorry...

Next semester...work super hard with Alex...go library study everyday...no more playing life...