Random..

Well..there's nothing special today but I just felt guilty not updating my blog for like so damn long already..I dont really want to waste this blog..^^

Basically now I'm having my longest holiday ever..and I'm bored too..having nothing to do when my best friends are all having class or preparing to start their class..and I'm the only one here doing nothing but to prepare to go to US..haha..

Seriuosly..a lot of things happened during this holiday..I tried to blog whenever I face any problem or even when I'm mad..but after writing all my feelings down..I deleted all of them before publishing..I dont know why but that's what I've done..

I tried to keep myself busy just to make sure I dont have time to think of the negative side of you..But everytime after finishing everything that I could do..I cant stop myself from thinking of you..we were that close but one day later we are that far..further than I can imagine..

I dont know whether you realise that but we're not 'close friends' anymore like what we always say before the incident happen..we are no longer connected..This will turn to be uglier when we're in US..or will it be better??I dont know..I always wish that the incident never happen and we are still close friend but time justcame by and ran away.. and he will never look back..So should I be the same??Should I just kick you out of my side and be the happiest girl in the whole world??






I dont think so..I tried but I cant make it..You'll always be my friend..