Everything is too late..

Well, it's my 3rd month in US now..less homesick..getting used to the enviroment..accepting the fact that I'm now staying in a Kampung..no car, no house, no shopping mall, no nothing..>.<

Was kinda angry of myself. Wonder why did I choose this stupid place. Was warned that this is a kampung but still I insist to come here..for what?? Should have apply to Santa Barbara..at least in Calirnonia..at least it's nearer to everyone..

But everything is too late..I'm here now and it's my own decision to come here..no one to blame..

3rd month here, not really having lots of fun..have some laugh when having lunch or dinner but not really fun..which reminds me, I dint really laugh happily since form 3...what happen??what happen to the silly girl who will laugh crazily no matter what happen..who make everyone else laugh too..where is the happy girl??why is everything so different now??

I miss the feeling of laughing..I miss you..